Living in Texas, the name Rudri received much attention. In grade school, many of my teachers couldn’t pronounce my name. There would always be some unique pronunciation of my name, like Roo-Dry or some similar variation. A teacher would attempt to enunciate my name at least three of four solid times before he or she eventually gave up in trying to say it correctly. Every year as I graduated from one grade to the next, the same cycle would repeat.
Much of middle school, a few classmates thought it was funny to tease me. Some kicked my chair in class and said, “Hey Roto-Rooter or Rude or Roach.” When The Cosby Show became a popular, often people would confuse me with the Rudy Huxtable. People thought calling me Rudy was funny. I wasn’t really laughing.
Every name has a story. Your identity is woven into your name. My name was twelve years in the making. My parents had trouble conceiving after they got married. After years of trying unsuccessfully, they looked to adoption. My mom, in hopes of giving birth, prayed to the Hindu deity Surya, which is a manifestation of the sun. For years, she devoted herself to a special puja (Indian religious ritual) in order to conceive. Two years after my parents immigrated to Texas, I was born. And the name Rudri was born. It’s a story that I didn’t appreciate until I was much older. Many times, growing up, part of me wanted to blend in. I became a little irritated in having such an unusual name. It was easier to have a name that rolled off the tongue without effort.
But as I ingest my history and know how I came to be and how every letter may signify not only your history, but how your ancestors wove a part of them in your name. So these days, when I meet someone for the first time, I introduce myself as Rudri, not with hesitation, but a proud silence, embracing all those who came before me. That is the true power of my name.
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Children can be quite cruel to each other. If they don’t make fun of a name, it’s how you look or how you dress or how you speak.
But when it’s your name, which is so tuned to an identity early on, I think it’s hard to forget.
It’s wonderful that you’ve come to bare and share your name proudly. It’s a beautiful name, and the story that goes with it enhances its beauty.
I hope I pronounced it properly! It’s a beautiful name. My niece’s name is Malati. She’s had a lot of laughs at the different ways it has been pronounced – but I know she doesn’t always find it funny.
You did pronounce correctly.
Your niece has a stunning name. So glad you read and took the time to write. Thanks so much.
Thank you for sharing. A great post. I can relate because when I came to the U.S people would have such a problem with my name. I am proud of it and love that it is different.
I think your name is lovely. I enjoy hearing the history of names, esp. one of a kind names. You and your name are very special, and I’m glad you’ve come to know that.
Names tell us a lot about who we are and what we’re all about. I’m glad you now say your name with pride as that is what our names deserve — pride of who we are and where we come from.
I agree Anne. Our names carry our history and give us context. We should never compromise the integrity of our names. Thanks for visiting.
A lovely name with a wonderful story to boot.
At my son’s pre-school, there are many kids with unique-sounding names and their classmates are unfazed by them. It’s great because these pre-schoolers will grow up thinking how natural it is to have names that are special.
You have a meaningful name. You should be proud. I’m so glad to know you, Rudri, virtually 😉
Jamie,
Thanks for your encouraging comment. I appreciate you reading and commenting. Thanks so much.